excited for God's surprises!

Happy New Year! I'm embracing 2011 with full of hopes... and waiting for the wonderful surprise from heaven above. I'm thankful for the past year 2010, it was a tough one, but we've made it with God's grace and guidance. Hubby and i are keeping our faith HIGH, that soon, our greatest dream to become parents will come our way. Can't wait to be called 'nanay' or 'mama', so excited to hold those tiny fingers, to hold her/him in my arms and to sing her/him lullaby. Been crying lately, i'm feeling sad. Naiinggit ako, bakit ang iba ang dali para sa kanila ang magkaroon ng anak... Pakiramdam ko, nakatulog kaming mag-asawa nung nagsabog ng biyaya ang Diyos. I know it isn't right to feel this way. I feel sorry for feeling this way and i am praying for His guidance, that i may understand what i am going through.

I have read one of of Bo Sanchez article and it really inspires me: "Let God surprise you".